Why me? Why now?

These days, I often ask myself what my purpose is. Why would God give me life again when the world is turning into such a dark place? And is becoming worse.

I can’t say that I have the exact answer for that. I don’t know God’s will as perfectly as He knows mine. All-knowing God that He is. But who am I to argue with what He decides?

When I was unsconscious for so long, I could have died. But He didn’t want me to give up. He has a purpose for me. If He didn’t, I would have no reason to be here. He would have allowed me to die so I could be in Heaven with Him.

But God doesn’t do things without a reason. So the only conclusion I can reach from my being here – in this horrible, dark, sinful world – today, is that He has a purpose for me.

So, in conclusion from all the facts I’ve taken note of in the last ten years or so, I’ve figured out that God wants me to live. And not just to be alive. He wants me to live for Him. He wants me to live my life to the fullest. He wants me to be around for His purposes.



Author: Kendra LaLonde

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